Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Neglectful

I know, I've neglected this blog, and really I've neglected myself. Just no drive, no desire, and no umph to get this going. I know, it's just a cop out. I guess I just really need to sit down and find out why I'm sabotaging myself ALL of the time. One excuse over the other. My house is a mess, my kids are whiney, I'm too tired, I'll do it tomorrow. The excuses never end. I deserve a better life, I can achieve my ideals. I'm better than the rut I'm stuck in. Set backs are inevitable, things happen, but the excuses aren't worth my life. They aren't worth my children having a mother who is too tired to play with them outside. They just aren't worth it. I'm worth more then an excuse.


I'M WORTH MORE!!!!

2 comments:

Theresa said...

You ARE worthy of this!!! God tells us that! I am getting "back on track" myself.

**sending you hugs!!!

adragon69 said...

Nat,

Hang in there. I know it seems tough right now, but it will get better and easier for you. You were given those two precious children for a reason. You are supposed to be their mom! The dishes can wait. You are what they need. Not some super organized person who barely has time for them in her day. Enjoy and relax. Things will get better!

Love you!
Amber