Losing Hope

I don't know what my hold up is.  I know I'm not getting enough sleep, but that's no excuse for getting something done.  I'm getting frustrated and not sure where to turn.  I know that I don't need to have access to a pool, but I soo enjoy swimming.  I know that having sidewalks aren't important, but I wish we had some around here.  I'm just at a loss at what to do, and I just have a hard time with eating so much junk.